Friday, December 18, 2009

Talking about things of which I know very little

My final trip for the year was to the Australian Neutron Scattering symposium in Sydney earlier this month. I'd been invited to speak for half an hour on something. At first I wondered if they'd contacted the right person, because I've never done any experiments involving neutrons in my life (discounting some data that was collected during my PhD on some of my samples, that we couldn't make head nor tail of). But sure enough, they wanted me.

Over the last 4 years or so I've been working on a computer program that would be of interest to both the neutron and x-ray user communities (as well as being quite useful), so I opted to talk on that. I managed to get a reasonably stable version of the program ready for uploading to the IRL website before the Tekapo trip, and I prepared the talk at the same time. However I didn't have time to practise it until I arrived in Sydney. Just as well my presentation time had been scheduled for the last day. After having about 5 practise runs, I managed to get through it in the right amount of time without too many 'um's or 'don't say that you idiot's. On the day it all went down rather well which was a relief. Getting invited to speak at meetings is a big deal and it looks good on one's CV.

From here on it's just a matter of winding down to the end of the year. This week has been quite productive; next week in between the various Christmas functions I hope to be able to tidy off a lot of loose ends.

In case I don't find the time to write here again before Christmas (or in case you don't have the time to read) let me finish by wishing you all a merry Christmas and happy new year.


A picture of my house; although anyone living locally should really drive past as photos taken at night seldom do justice!

Saturday, December 5, 2009

A weekend in Tekapo

Last weekend saw a bunch of us from work start the long drive to Tekapo for the 6th annual get-together of the three major nanoparticle research groups in NZ (from IRL, Vic and Canterbury) on Monday & Tuesday. The IRL lot decided to drive down on Saturday and do some short walks on the way; which we did despite the weather trying to put us off.

The week before I had been tied up with part 2 of a 'leadership development course' at work so had to put in some long hours at the end of each day to get my Tekapo presentations ready. In the end it all came off really well and sparked some quite fruitful discussion. Now I just have to find the time to pursue things...

On both afternoons we drove to Mt Cook village and did some walking: Monday to the Hooker glacier lake and Tuesday up the steep climb to Sealy Tarns. A picture says a thousand words so I will leave you with the following offerings.


Hooker glacier lake, Mt Cook hiding behind the clouds.


View from Sealy Tarns towards Mt Sefton.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Training for Trailwalker

Back in April I helped out as support crew for my friend Christina's Trailwalker team (you might remember this). I said then that I'd be willing to do the walking next year. So our team is now registered and I have started training. Incidentally this coincides with a 'walking programme' IRL is doing for 6 weeks from now until Christmas, where teams of four combine how many steps they do each day (measured by an oh-so-accurate pedometer) and see how far down the length of the country they can get. Some people seem to be taking it really competitively; I think our team is just interested in seeing just how many steps we do take on an average day. (For example, just pottering around home, driving to work, pottering around there gets me about 5000 - that's without going for a walk at lunch time as we normally do, or playing sport, or going for a run when I get home.)

So most days I will go for a walk or play soccer at lunchtime, and if I'm feeling energetic when I get home and have time to, I'll go for a run. Anyway on Thursday I walked to work, and back home, 7 km each way. It's a start for the 100 km and if I learnt anything from watching people last Trailwalker, the key to completing it is how much training you do.

You can donate to our team here. If everyone I knew donated just $5 it would see my share covered...

Monday, November 2, 2009

I've been a slacker... and I've been to Melbourne

Sorry to all the regulars out there for not having written anything for *gasp* over a month - I sort of feel like there hasn't been much that's happened lately that's of interest. But then maybe what I think is dull other people think is interesting? Let me know, write a comment!

So since I got back, let's see. Had a few weeks at work catching up on things and getting back into the groove. About 2 weeks went by before I realised, heck, I'm going to Melbourne in two weeks and I'm not prepared! Anyway everything came together in the end, but it did give me a bit of a shock. The same is true now - I go back in another 2 weeks or so and there is a lot that needs preparing beforehand; hopefully I can do it in time.

In addition to the above I went on a 'leadership development programme' at work after being encouraged to by my boss. It was one of those things where you put eight strangers in a room and give them some information and tell them to come up with an answer. They psychoanalyse you and report back at the end of the week with their observations. Apparently I am 'empathetic' yet 'intolerant' (no surprises to the latter, but the former??), have 'clear leadership potential' but I don't 'understand how the company functions'. I'm still seeing it as just a box that needs ticking to get people off my back about going. The trouble is we have a part 2 coming up in between me getting back from Melbourne next time, and a group meeting down in Tekapo, which gives me no time to prepare for a neutron scattering symposium in Sydney the week after that! (Ok so maybe my life is not as boring as I think.)

So, the most recent trip. There were two experiments I was involved with this time. The first was looking at the melting behaviour of small In particles: members of our group who do computer modelling 'found' some interesting behaviour when the particle size is below a certain value, so we are trying to prove it experimentally. We have tried various experiments 3 or 4 times before, and these ones actually worked, which is great.
The second was helping some students from Imperial College who were looking at small-angle x-ray scattering of gold particles as they stick together through connector molecules and then when an enzyme is added, how they redisperse. Don't ask me what it's actually useful for.

While we were doing the first experiments, they were setting up for their annual open day that weekend. We had a bit of fun with the pedestrian fencing that surrounded our beamline.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Recapping the trip

(To read a day-by-day account from the start, click here.)


Highlights of the trip:
The view of the Edinburgh city skyline from the visitor information centre
Kelvingrove museum, Glasgow
Rock of Cashel, Ireland
Getting upgraded from Singapore to Sydney coming home

Lowlights:
Losing a wallet
Hotel in Cardiff
American tourists, especially noticeable at Blarney Castle
Weather in Dublin (a shame since there was so much to see that we missed out on)

8 September

London - home

The weather forecast was for a hot day in London, but it wasn’t as bad as expected. We headed for South Kensington where I had arranged to meet up with some colleagues at Imperial College while Mum looked around the museums. Both of us had quite a productive time it would seem!
From there it was on to Heathrow and then the long flight home. On the Singapore – Sydney leg we found we had somehow been upgraded to premium economy which was a welcome change as the other flights were pretty full!

7 September

Cardiff - London

We had the morning to kill so walked from the hotel to Bute Park, next to the castle. We made our way back through the shops and arcades, picked up our bags and went to the train station. This was a bit challenging because Mum’s suitcase handle had decided to stop working. (Better than the wheels not working though...)
Again the train to London was uneventful, as was navigating to Pimlico and finding the hotel (the same one we had stayed at when we first arrived). Our last dinner before heading home: at Nando’s.

6 September

Cardiff

After a rotten night’s sleep – the bed was nothing more than a piece of hard foam on top of an mdf sheet - first stop on our list was the castle. This was very good, with an ‘interesting’ film illustrating the history of the site, and the audio tour was good as well (in contrast, for example, to the audio tour at Alcatraz which I just found plain annoying). The rooms in the house were amazing to look at. It’s hard to imagine living there though!
After this we made our way to the bus stop for the hop on / hop off tour, and got off at Cardiff Bay to have lunch and a bit of a wander around. Although the tourist information centre there had come highly recommended on an internet site Mum had looked up, we found it a bit pathetic really. The bay itself was very nice and the waterfront kind of reminded me of a saner version of Fisherman’s Wharf in San Francisco. Then it was back on the bus to the national museum. We didn’t think this was as good as many of the others we had been to – there was not much flow from one gallery to the next. We spent the rest of the afternoon riding the bus around before making our way back to the hotel.

5 September

Manchester - Cardiff

The train journey from Manchester to Cardiff was uneventful, and we were able to check into the hotel at about 2 pm. There were lots of road works in the area around the hotel, but even so it gave an impression of the streets being modernised in contrast to most of the other places we had been to. We had the afternoon to wander around – to the tourist information centre as a first stop, then through the various shopping malls and arcades back to the hotel.

4 September

Manchester

Showers throughout the day. We made our way to the tourist information centre, then decided to use the hop on / hop off bus tour. We got off at the Museum of Science and Industry, which was quite interesting (although we only looked around the exhibits in the main building). The tour buses here only went every 45 minutes, and we must have just missed one coming out of the museum.

3 September

Dublin - Manchester

The sun was out as we made our way from the hotel to the ferry terminal at Dun Laoghaire by bus and local train. The ferry to Holyhead was not as smooth as the Stranraer – Belfast trip, but I slept for some of it and managed ok. At Holyhead we had a 45-minute wait for the train to Manchester, but when we arrived there we managed to find the hotel very easily.

2 September

Dublin

In the morning we left the rental car at the hotel to be picked up and made our way by bus to the city centre. There was a bus stop right outside Trinity College which was one of our planned sights so we got off there and went to see the old library and the Book of Kells. It was intriguing to see all these people who had come, essentially, to look at a Bible!
After this we made our way to the museum to have a look around.
After lunch we got on the hop on / hop off bus tour. By this time it was raining quite persistently, which added to the traffic woes. We got off at the Christ Church / Dublinia, but decided we would rather go and see the prison. The next bus didn’t come for about half an hour, and by the time we had crawled past St Patricks and the Guinness brewery, the last admission time had well gone by. So we just stayed on the bus back to the city centre, had something to eat, then got the bus back to the hotel. A bit of a shame that it rained all day and we were only there for one day – it seemed like there was a lot to see and do.

1 September

Cork - Dublin

In the morning we set off from the hotel in Cork – encountering roadworks on the way, which would not have made the previous night any easier if we had come from the ‘right’ direction! – to Blarney Castle. The grounds there were quite extensive and pleasant even though it was raining somewhat. It was amazing to see how much of the castle is still intact; no doubt because of the upkeep required so people can still go and ‘kiss the Blarney stone’. Unfortunately for us, we arrived about the same time as an unknown number of tour buses full of Americans, so the atmosphere was completely wrecked by these people vocalising every thought that came into their head. Yet despite this they were all queued up to kiss the stone at the top of the castle – as if they needed the ‘gift’ of extra verbosity!
From there we drove to the Waterford crystal factory only to find that the factory itself had closed down, although the visitor centre (including the shop, of course) was still open.
Then it was on to Dublin. We had been warned by the rental car people in Belfast that driving in Dublin was akin to driving in Paris, but we didn’t find it too bad at all (maybe because we didn’t have to go near the city centre).
We checked into the hotel and walked down to the nearest shops, where we found one of the best meals of the entire trip – roast dinner cafeteria style for about €8.

31 August

Galway - Cork

From Galway we headed south: past Dunguaire castle to the Aillwee caves – somewhat different to the ones we had seen the day before at Marble Arch – and the Burren birds of prey centre.
After this we stopped at the prehistoric tomb at Poulnabrone before heading to the Cliffs of Moher. The amazing views were spoiled somewhat by the ignorance of some people...



We drove on to the Rock of Cashel which was well worth the visit.

All of these stops meant that it started getting dark well before we reached Cork, where we were staying the night. We had directions from Google, but no map of where the hotel was in relation to other streets or landmarks. Eventually, after driving around for about an hour, we stopped to ask for directions. Fortunately the person we asked lived very close by the hotel and was willing to drive there so we could follow him.


Rock of Cashel

30 August

Belfast - Galway

From Belfast we drove to the Marble Arch caves. Finding it was a bit of a challenge, but the effort was worth it. Then on to Galway for the night.

29 August

Day trip north of Belfast

With a long day ahead of us, we made our way (relatively) early to the airport to pick up a rental car and headed north to the Giant’s Causeway. Obviously the roads are quite narrow compared to what I’m used to! but it wasn’t too much of a problem. On the way there we stopped at the Carrick-a-Mere rope bridge, and walked along the cliff path in between the showers. When we arrived at the Giant’s Causeway the rain again cleared. It was a really fascinating place.

28 August

Belfast

Our only day in Belfast, and we made our way to the centre of town to sign up for a walking tour of the city – only to be told that it was fully booked. So we went for a walk around ourselves, before deciding to go to the Ulster Folk Museum (which had won some 'best tourist attraction' award). This required taking a local train to Cultra and then a lot of walking, which wasn’t really worth it - left us wondering what the award it had won was! The Folk Museum was associated with the Transport Museum which we had a look around too.

27 August

Glasgow - Belfast

In the morning it wasn’t raining so we went for a walk to George Square to take some photos. At lunch time we started our journey to Belfast: by train to Stranraer and then by ferry. The crossing was very smooth which was a relief.
Walking around the streets near the hotel in Belfast, we couldn’t help but notice how many empty shops and apartments there were.

26 August

Glasgow

Second day in Glasgow, and the weather was not as good as the first day so we got the bus again to George Square to use internet at a church cafe there. In the afternoon we went to the Kelvingrove museum which was really good.

25 August

Glasgow

Day one in Glasgow, and we started off the day by going on the hop on/hop off tour. We chose to get off at the Science Museum, and also went up the tower there.

24 August

Inverness - Glasgow

We had a couple of hours in the morning to kill in Inverness, then made our way to the train station to go to Glasgow. We arrived to a bright sunny day and didn’t have much trouble finding the hotel.

23 August

Inverness: day trip to John O'Groats

Second day trip from Inverness, to John O’Groats: the northernmost point of mainland Scotland and gateway to the Orkney Islands. The tour group was a smaller one than the previous day, and a few more stops along the way, including some prehistoric sites. Although the terrain wasn’t as rugged as at Skye, it was just as remote. We saw many stone buildings that had been left to become ruins, and the cliffs at the headland were very impressive.



22 August

Inverness: day trip to Skye

Our first day trip from Inverness was to the Isle of Skye. We saw so many different landscapes along the way, it’s hard to sum up in just a few words. There was a lot of driving, much of it on very narrow roads. The mountains of Skye were quite impressive, even though we only saw a small corner of the island. Coming back was through the highlands and along Loch Ness.

21 August

Edinburgh - Inverness

We were on the move again, this time to Inverness. The scenery was great – hillsides covered with purple heather. Unfortunately the trip was spoilt by a group of about a dozen yobs who got on the train about an hour and a half from Inverness, obviously in the process of starting a stag weekend of some sort.
Inverness city centre, being quite small, was easy to navigate and so we checked into the hotel and went for a walk along the banks of the river.

Friday, August 21, 2009

20 August

Edinburgh

Our last full day in Edinburgh, and we went to St Giles and a few of the smaller museums along the Royal Mile: the Museum of Childhood and the People’s Story. From the bottom we made our way up Calton Hill (in the rain) and from there back to the apartment.
I wonder what the city is like when the Festival isn’t on.



19 August

Edinburgh

In mid-morning we made our way to the castle, having booked tickets on the internet a few days earlier. This turned out to be a good idea because the queues at the ticket office were very long!
The castle grounds were quite interesting and once again the views were great. The insides of the buildings had been done up and it was hard to get a feel for how things might have been – very different to the Tower of London, for instance, where a lot of the original interiors had been retained. But still well worth a visit; you can’t go to Edinburgh and not go to the castle.
After that we had some lunch and made our way to Camera Obscura, which was also quite interesting. They also had a bunch of optical illusions, holograms, etc.

18 August

Edinburgh

We decided to go for the hop on/hop off Edinburgh bus tour to get a feel for the city before going anywhere in particular. We got off near the castle to check where we needed to go for the Tattoo performance, then did a bit of souvenir shopping and got the bus down to Holyroodhouse. The weather was clearing so I went for a walk up the Salisbury Crags (while Mum stayed down the bottom). The views were well worth the climb!



After dinner back at the apartment we made our way back to the castle for the Tattoo – the principal reason for the trip. We both really enjoyed it – hard to say what my favourite parts were, but definitely the Swiss army drum band setting their sticks on fire was a highlight!

17 August

London - Edinburgh
We made our way to Kings Cross and got there about 2 hours early, which was just as well. We were supposed to pick up the tickets with the credit card used to book them. But since Mum had lost her wallet, we didn’t have it – so had to ring up some call centre where they told us we would have to buy new tickets at over 200 pounds!! (the originals cost 40.) While I was on the phone we arranged for the other tickets to be couriered to us in Edinburgh, so that would save some hassle later. At hearing 200 pounds we went to the counter where the woman helped us, made some calls and somehow got our original tickets out of the system.
The train took about 4 hours to get to Edinburgh and gave us quite a different view of the countryside. When we arrived the streets were full of people there for the Festival, so navigating our way to the apartment we were staying at was a bit of a challenge! We managed to find it ok and it was nice to have a bigger area to occupy than the small hotel rooms we had been staying in previously.
After that we had a wander back to Princes Street to look around and suss out what we were going to do on the next few days.

16 August

London

Sunday in London, with the plan before the trip being to be able to go along to a service at Calvary Chapel Westminster. Despite the long day preceding, we woke up early enough to be able to get to the 9 am service at the normal venue – only to find when we got there that it had become a building site. We wandered along to Buckingham Palace (just around the corner) to decide what to do, while I tried texting the only person from church whose number was in my phone’s contact list. She replied to say where they were meeting, which was up near Kings Cross at 11 am. So we made our way up there and managed to find it. We just couldn’t help but get the impression that ‘somebody’ didn’t want us to go! (wallet, hospital, traipsing around)
In the afternoon we went to St Paul’s to have a look around (since we didn’t manage to fit it in during our last holiday in London in 2005).

15 August

Hong Kong - London

Another early start as we were on a 7:30 am flight to London. The flight was pretty uneventful, and so was getting from Heathrow to our hotel – where Mum found that she didn’t have her wallet any more. (Last seen buying a ticket at Heathrow terminal 4 tube station.) Naturally this triggered a number of phone calls to Heathrow lost property, the bank back home, insurance company, and after about 3 hours we decided nothing more could be done so we went to find someplace to get dinner. On the way I started feeling really dizzy, sat down for a while but that didn’t seem to help, decided to try to walk a bit further and ended up just giving in and lying on the ground inside Victoria Station. Some other people passing by came to help, called the paramedics who came and checked me (blood pressure, blood sugars etc.) and couldn’t determine anything so we went to the hospital. 4 hours later after more tests, having something to eat, and feeling like we were being ignored a lot of the time, I was feeling much steadier and so we got a taxi back to the hotel. The fare was 10 pounds, and we only had 7 pounds in cash due to the aforementioned loss of wallet, and me collapsing before we could get to a money machine. Thankfully the taxi driver took pity on us. So most of the day had been relying on the kindness of strangers. It is good to know there is still some humanity left in the world.

14 August

Hong Kong

Day 3 in Hong Kong was noticeably hotter than the previous two days, and it was this day that we went to Ocean Park – with what felt like half of Hong Kong. Clearly the heat was affecting locals and tourists alike! It was here that we really noticed the presence of our ‘invisible shields’, in every queue we stood in we managed to get pushed in front of. Maybe the military would be interested in developing this as a cloaking device!? The dolphin show was ok, the rollercoaster I went on was rather lame... the highlight of the day was watching a panda forage around in his enclosure for treats the keepers had put out.
In the evening we made our way to the promenade by the Cultural Centre to watch the Symphony of Lights.







13 August

Hong Kong

On day 2 we awoke to rain, but decided to stick with our original plan and just take umbrellas. We got the MTR to the island and then the ferry to Park Island, which is where the ‘Noah’s Ark’ family attraction is. Figuring it would be good for us to patronise the Christian effort, we were disappointed to find that the references to the rainbow were a sign of peace and harmony between all people (contrast Genesis 9:11-15) and what we can learn from the Flood story is that we should try our best to save the planet. Hmm.



From there we got a ferry to Tsuen Wan and MTR to the Ngong Ping gondola. This took about 30 minutes each way and gave us a very different perspective of the landscape.
In the evening we went to the Temple Street night markets which was very close to where we were staying, and managed to bargain some very reasonable prices. Not something I particularly enjoy though!

12 August

Hong Kong

Our first day in Hong Kong and we thought it best to start at the National Museum, which was quite interesting. In between the rain showers we tried some dim sum for lunch and made our way to the Star Ferry terminal for the ride across to Hong Kong island. The view from the harbour of the skyscrapers was just as amazing as the view we had from the air on the previous day.
From the ferry terminal we caught the bus up to Victoria Peak. When the cloud lifted on occasion, it offered us yet another spectacular view over the city. We had dinner and stayed until it started to get dark for more photos. Then we got the peak tram down, which was a bit of a harrowing experience (especially compared to, say, the Wellington cable car). Upon seeing the queues for the bus back to the ferry terminal, we decided to walk back. But in Hong Kong, the pedestrian routes and the roads do not necessarily correlate and long story short we ended up going in the wrong direction. It was easiest to just get a taxi back, which was an experience just in itself...



11 August

Wellington - Hong Kong

Mum and I left Wellington airport for Sydney at 6 am, then on to Hong Kong, arriving about 6 pm local time. We had some amazing views coming in over the city. Followed the directions to our accommodation and found it without any trouble at all. We went for a wander around the few blocks closest to us to get something to eat and then called it a night.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

This time next week...

... Mum and I will be in Hong Kong.

It's the first stop on our month-long trip to Scotland and Ireland and a few places in between. In the planning since November last year or so, and I haven't really thought about it seriously until I got back from Melbourne a little over a week ago.

I have a cold at the moment but am feeling better today than yesterday, so it should be well and truly gone by the time we fly out. Don't want anybody thinking I might have swine flu.

To follow up on the Melbourne experiments, we did manage to figure out what the problem was (parasitic reaction from the sides of the samples) and a stop-gap solution to fix it (coat the sides and change the experiment) and overall things worked very well indeed. The last few days (while I've been sick) have been spent on the most mind-numbing of all analysis: peak fitting of time series data. But that's fine because it's not like my brain has really been working anyway.

The broccoli experiments were very cushy by comparison: set up samples, define scan area, hit go, come back 12 or 24 hours later to repeat the process.

-- While we're away I'll try to put pictures up as often as I can, so stay tuned! --

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

July in Melbourne

I'm currently in Melbourne for synchrotron experiments, having finished one and have two more to go in the next 10 days or so.

The first ones were conceptually simple but we still had problems trying to get them to work. Even so I think the data we collected will be enough for a nice publication.

The ones coming up this weekend were always going to be much harder. And late yesterday I received an email from the others who are coming over to say that there appear to be some problems with the setup... all very frustrating (especially since we had to previously cancel beamtime on these experiments)! So we have just under 3 days to figure out how to make things work.

The last ones will be something completely different and in a sense I'm just coming along for the ride. A new user wants to look at the distribution of Se in broccoli. So this will be my first time on the XFM beamline - should be a useful experience.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Help! Facebook ate my life!

So I realise it's almost a month that's gone past since I last wrote anything on this blog. Personally I blame Facebook. You see, it feels like not much has happened that's worth writing about, but then I have managed to put something over there every day. Mostly drivel, so I'm wondering how much longer to keep at it. The other option is to refrain from posting any status at all - I mean, who really needs to know that I brought a blanket to work, or that I just finished a huge packet of pineapple lumps? I refuse to join Twitter, but isn't it all the same thing - e-noise? Maybe I'll use the trip to Scotland and Ireland in August to see how I go on a month without posting a status.

I'm also thinking that I need to spend more time digesting the Word, and I find the best way to do that is to write stuff down. It helps keep me focused on the task at hand. So I could develop that and use the blog as a platform for sharing.

Anyway, a few things from last month:

I had a trip to Feilding for my first ever tie with the Hutt Valley Div V rep team. Won my singles and lost a ladies' doubles in 3 sets and a mixed doubles in 2. It was a long day but I managed to listen to a couple of sermons on my ipod and write down some ideas for CKC for next term.

Last weekend Stuart was desperate for some company to go snowboarding, so against my better judgement I said I'd give it a go. After my last (and only) experience skiing, where I failed miserably and said 'I'm never doing that again', I found the snowboarding much easier. After 2 1/2 hours or so, when we paused for lunch, I realised just how bruised my knees were and decided it would be better to take the gear back (and get a refund on the rental) than to carry on. It all worked out rather well - only $35 for a morning. I might even try it again some time.

Next month I'll be in Melbourne again for three weeks. Three experiments; the second of which has been almost a year in the planning. We had a meeting of the entire project team on Friday which was very productive. Hopefully we will get some good results.

Then I have two weeks back at home before heading off with Mum to Scotland and Ireland for a month. It still feels ages away; undoubtedly because of the Melbourne trip which has been occupying my mind.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

One long weekend, coming right up

This weekend it's Queen's Birthday, traditionally a time for 25% off sales and bad weather.

The weather hasn't arrived - yet - and I don't need anything from the shops. So I'm hoping to get a bunch of stuff done for CKC for this term and hopefully some of next as well. One of the bigger projects for that I would like to start on is to compile a book of games that we have played so that I can hand a bit more of the responsibility over to the other leaders - especially for when July and August come around, when I'll be gone for a total of 8 Wednesdays in fairly rapid succession.

The trip to Melbourne earlier this week was quite productive. But it was a little bit of a challenge to then get back into the swing of things at work, with 2 meetings and a phone call to the States having been deferred to the day after I got back.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Of trips and trivia

Last Friday was the date of the most recent IRL quiz night. Some colleagues and I mustered a team that didn't do half bad - in fact we tied for first place! (Unfortunately we lost the sudden death question, which was: How many tons does Nelson's statue in Trafalgar Square weigh?)

A shame the Hurricanes couldn't do better than second in their semi-final game either. Oh well, there's always next year... or the year after... or...

Next week I'm off to Melbourne for 2 days - I have a 3-hour meeting at the synchrotron on Tuesday. It may seem like a bit of a waste of time but I've made arrangements to meet up with some other people while I'm there re: stuff for our next experiments there in July, which are going to take some considerable co-ordination of chemicals and equipment.

It's a bit scary in some ways because July seems so close already - and two weeks after I get back from there, Mum and I are off to Scotland & Ireland. Life is starting to be measured in weeks again... not that I'm complaining, really.



Oh - and by the way, the answer is 18. (We guessed 6.)

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Looking up

Things are looking up from last week.

We had a leaders' meeting for CKC which helped my enthusiasm for that immensely.

Work is progressing well and I am getting on top of stuff there.

Badminton interclub competition started last week so with 3 nights per week dedicated to that I am getting fitter and faster (I hope!). Looks like I am in the division V team by default; our first match is on 6 June.

My youngest brother getting engaged last week, I am still trying to get my head around. On Saturday night I went around to Mum and Dad's to watch the rugby, and felt like the seventh wheel. When I arrived everyone was playing Cranium in couples. Then sat together in couples and so it goes. Even Bob the cat wouldn't keep me company.
Our family has all been invited to the future in-laws' for lunch next weekend and I am not ready for it.
I had some advice from a close friend in an email who basically said, yeah, it hurts, but God has a purpose in all things. I just hope I can figure out what that is. In the meantime try to keep myself busy and not dwell on things.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Bottom of the barrel



Well the last few weeks have been one of those times, full of little niggles that just sap you dry.

First I had all the hustle of organising a conference and then heading off straightaway to Melbourne for 4 days of beamtime. Cue no weekend, followed by a lazy Monday and not quite getting back into the groove of working a full week.

Then I had a number of issues at church, particularly with the kids' programme - discipline problems with one or two kids who just set off the rest. No joy for anybody, especially me. On top of that I had a run-in with somebody else at church which left me even more deflated. Can't seem to find any support for the issues that exist already, meanwhile there are even more icky things coming along that somehow fall on me to deal with.

Then there was badminton rep training on Sunday - following the church blow-up, I figured that smacking a shuttlecock around would be a productive vent of frustration. Instead it left me with a killer headache, and the combination of too much water and not enough food meant when I got home I couldn't decide if I wanted to eat or throw up.

Then yesterday I was reminded all the more sharply about my single-ness...

I know I need to take a step back and look at the bigger picture in all of this. In my head I know that where I am in terms of my job, ministry, and shall we say 'relationship status' is God's will for me right now. But it's a bit harder to bring my feelings into line with that.

It'd be nice to find a way out of this hole I'm in.

Or at least to make it through until August when I'll be on holiday with Mum for a month...

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

The week that was, and is, and is to come

So this has been one of those weeks - and it's only Tuesday!

The last few weeks leading up to now have involved me organising everything for the second NZ synchrotron users' meeting. This was held on Monday and Tuesday this week. Overall it was a success, despite the late withdrawal of support from the Australian Synchrotron people (they were going to send 4 or 5 people across to give talks, and 2 weeks ago announced they would only be sending 2). This meant that I had 2 1/2 hours of speaking slots plus chairing a lot of other speaking sessions and directing discussions. Anyway people seemed to get a lot out of it and made some contacts so you can't ask for much more than that.

Now while I would really like a break following a pretty crammed two days, tomorrow sees me doing some last minute sample prep before flying over to Melbourne in the afternoon. We have two sets of experiments scheduled at the synchrotron from Thursday to Monday, the second of which involves some tricky sample prep that I've had to leave to a student who's never been to the synchrotron before, since I've been flat out with the meeting. So tomorrow it'll be head down to work, pick up all the stuff, come back home, pack, and leave... maybe the following week I'll be able to come up for air!

Thursday, April 9, 2009

100 km Trailwalk

Last weekend was the Oxfam Trailwalk challenge. Teams of 4 walking 100 km inside 36 hours, at Lake Taupo.

Christina (a good friend from ye olde physics olympiad days back in 1997) had entered a team and I came along to help as support crew. As it turned out the support was needed!

We had a (relatively) small campervan that we had to drive to each checkpoint and await the team, then put out chairs, prepare whatever food they wanted, rub feet, pass clothes, and so forth. The legs they had to walk varied from 7 to 20 km. The weather was perfect for the event - sunny days and not too hot; although it was bitterly cold at night. But the walkers said as long as they were moving it wasn't too bad.


A welcome break for the walkers - the inside of the campervan was warm and cosy

During the night the team suffered a couple of casualties, with Kat and Mac having to pull out due to injury. They promptly claimed the back of the van and crashed - just as well I had had a couple of naps while waiting at some of the earlier checkpoints.

Driving the van was not as hard as I had feared. While there were some challenging bits, like driving down a steep grassy bank to get to checkpoint 2, and navigating at 3 am, it was pretty fun and I'd be happy to do it again. Cooking food was also pretty straightforward and the further on we got through the event the less people cared about what was on offer.

At checkpoint 7 our final two members had arrived just as dawn was breaking. The previous three legs had all been around 7.3 km and the first two of those hadn't caused any major issues, but the last one left them complaining. So they let me join them for the last leg. Half of this was through paddocks, and half along the lake front along the main drag into town. We put our team t-shirts on (that had been prepared earlier while waiting at the checkpoints) - bearing the team name, 'Are we dead yet?'


Walking through Taupo, 200 metres from the finish line.

Watching Christina and Marama cross the finish line was truly inspirational. Even though the last few steps were at the same pace and with the same hobbling action as the previous ten thousand, they were the most significant. Well done - it's a fantastic achievement.


The team at the finish line, 29 hrs 23 min after beginning the event.

(To donate to Christina's team, please click here.)

Monday, March 23, 2009

Rewards at last?



So this is part of a package that arrived in my letterbox today. That's right, I've been flying with Air New Zealand too much, they are feeling sorry for me having to sit around crummy airports so they've given me a bunch of freebies. I'm looking forward to waltzing into the lounge next time I'm flying anywhere... checking in at the short line, extra baggage allowance (not that I ever take more than 1 bag), ... all the while taking none of it for granted.

Unfortunately Mum and I are flying Qantas to Scotland in August, so we won't get lounge access on that trip - when it probably would have been appreciated. But as much as the $1000 difference in prices between the Qantas and Air NZ fares? - probably not.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

All the little jobs

Well I have a bunch of stuff that keeps getting put off and as a result they don't get done. Here's what I'd like to get done this weekend (if I had infinite time):

1. Finish painting the window frames of the house. Especially since we're starting to get into autumn, with more days windy and rainy than not - i.e. not conducive painting weather.

2. Clean my house. I can't remember the last time I vacuumed, and I can see the dust on the sideboard so that needs doing too. In the meantime I'm trying not to brush it too much, because then it becomes really obvious. It's not a big job but it involves moving all my knick-knacks and then putting them back, which is annoying.

3. Weed spraying in the front lawn. And they said, Let the weeds be gone and let green grass appear. And it was so.

4. Getting everything ready for CKC next week. This is probably what I will be doing all weekend - cutting out 120 cardboard people shapes for a craft.

5. Weeding in my flower garden. Sometimes therapeutic - an activity that doesn't require any brain power whatsoever.

6. Tidying the house. Find a place for every piece of paper on the table to live, and every bag or piece of clothing lying on the floor. But then I wouldn't be able to find anything.

7. Back up my computer. It's been a while. Also sort out all the sermon files that I've listened to and copy some more over from my super-sized external hard drive to listen to next.

8. Go for a run or a bike ride. But if it's fine I'll feel guilty for not painting, see #1.

9. Start planning next term's activities for CKC. And the holiday programme for (eek!) three weeks' time.

10. Wash my car. It's filthy. And it needs to go for a warrant next weekend.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Publish or perish

So I have a trip to Melbourne on Monday for a beamline proposal access committee (PAC) meeting to discuss the recent submissions for the next round of beamtime on the x-ray diffraction beamline.
I've been on the PAC for a little under a year so I've come to know its inner workings. Last December when I was in Melbourne for the Australian Synchrotron users' meeting, the chair of the PAC admitted that as chair he had control over who the reviewers for each proposal would be, so to bump new users up the list he would assign their proposals to 'soft' reviewers and more experienced users, like myself, to harsher reviewers.
Which is all fine if you get the time. But it made me a little mad then, and especially now that some of the scores are coming in.

Some of the comments I've received are:

Proposal 1
"The proposal represents quality science, with potential for publication in respected journals, but it is not really a novel and exciting application of synchrotron radiation... “Precise experimental conditions” should have already been determined by some of the “extensive prior electrochemical testing” given that the proposal has been carried over from 2009-1 cycle! More effort should have been made to complete and include these data... Synchrotron radiation is necessary for the work, but although being up with contemporary science, it is not a completely novel and exciting application of synchrotron radiation. The team is a good one, but the outcomes of previous synchrotron radiation experiments are mediocre at best, or poorly portrayed – perhaps new criteria have been applied in the current round of reviewing?"

Proposal 2
"...However, whether or not the time resolution afforded by the microstrip detector is necessary, based on the timeframes over which the experiments are expected to take, is debatable. A lab instrument incorporating a PSD might do the job adequately. Track record - no description given about outcomes of previous Australian Synchrotron experiments. Also, no publications arising from four AS allocations in 2008, so no basis on which to give a score above 0."

If we were allowed the right of response (which we're not) I would say to the reviewer on proposal 1, there's a 600 word limit! As for outcomes being 'mediocre'... well, see below.

and to reviewer on proposal 2, the four allocations were not all for this work, you dork. Oh, and a lab source? Are you joking? We couldn't get the information needed from the Stanford synchrotron, how are we going to get it with a lab source? Idiot. No description, because - oh yes, there it is again - 600 word limit. Fool.

Still, the overwhelming message I'm getting is that it's going to be hard to get time in the near future without publishing. Which itself is hard because often you don't get all the info you need in the first visit, also most of the work I have done has been with PhD students, who are more concerned about writing their thesis than writing papers - the only measure of 'success'.


Contrast these comments I received, with some others.

This about one of the chair's proposals:

"XX has a track record second to none..."

And this about someone whose beamtime was cut short last time:

"This proposal should not have needed to be resubmitted, if they lost a substantial portion of time resulting little data being collected it should have been passed over to the next round."

In my proposal 1 I wrote that it was granted time in the last round but because of a student's visa issue we could not take it up - and got slammed for not having done more lab work.

It is so frustrating. But I don't know whether to complain or not. Or who to. I guess I'll wait and see if the scores turn out to be a problem.

I guess I could always do what other people do, and get one of your collaborators to submit the proposal so it doesn't go against your name. But that's cheating, isn't it? {sigh}

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Home again

Well I arrived home from Chicago this morning. We had two rather tight connections at San Francisco and then at Auckland (because one of my colleagues' bag failed to arrive) but all is well now, for me at least. Still, if you're going to be without luggage it's much better to have it happen going home than going away.

In my absence I think the NZ summer disappeared. Which is a shame, because it'll make finishing my painting job a little bit harder. I don't even want to think about it right now - feeling rather grotty after some 48 hours with only a few hours' sleep here and there - and most of that on a plane.

Still, tomorrow is the only day left this week that I'll have to go in to work. Hopefully I'm coherent by then.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Cccold Chicccago



Just as well I've spent a total of less than about half an hour outside since I arrived here - it's bl***y freezing here. There was snow on the ground on the day we arrived, but the following day it had all pretty much melted as the temperature got a smidgen above freezing, now it is clear skies and all the puddles have frozen (but no more snowfall).

Boy am I glad I live in Wellington with such a mild climate!

The experiments haven't gone as well this time as last; although we are managing to iron out some of the problems and more importantly, understand some of the issues with regards to interpreting the results (or the artefacts, as the case may be).

Each time we come here they have made some improvement or other to the beamline. This time we don't have to change detectors to change the kind of measurement we do (reflectivity or diffraction).

The latest problem we are having is a computer one: the network between the computer that we are doing the analysis on, and the computer that has all the data stored on it, is getting rather flaky. Not only is this really annoying, it's affecting our ability to do the experiments. If we can't analyse the data, we don't know if it's good (yay) or bad (so we know to go back and repeat things).

All in all we have had to deal with a lot of frustrating things and it's taking its toll on the group dynamics... anyway we are in the home stretch now, only 3 nights and 2 days to go.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Next trip: Chicago

My next trip begins today; once again we are off to Chicago for some x-ray diffraction and x-ray reflectivity experiments on Langmuir monolayer films. The aim of the experiments is to gain understanding into the biomineralisation process, by which our bodies produce bone.

Last time we were here, I was coping with a broken collarbone. Thankfully I don't have that to contend with this time. However the weather is supposed to be cold - chance of snow and all that. It feels really strange to be packing a thick winter jacket, gloves, and woolly hat, while wearing shorts and a t-shirt.

This week Mike has been staying at my place. Originally it was only meant to be for 2 days while he visited IRL, then we were going to drive up to Whakapapa to do the Tongariro northern circuit. But a nasty weather system decided to come across from Queensland and muck up our plans, so we ended up just doing a few easy day walks around the Wellington region (Orongorongo valley and Kaitoke). We had wondered about heading up to Lake Waikaremoana instead of Tongariro, but decided against it. In hindsight, it has worked out for the best. The timing was always going to be tight as far as driving back today, washing and drying all the clothes, then packing and getting to the airport by 2:30. And it just needed one of us to slip on a rock to completely mess everything up. The experiments in Chicago are too important to risk it in marginal conditions. Mike will just have to make another trip down under!


Mike and I getting blown off Marchant Ridge, Tararua ranges

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Top Gear Live = awesome

So last weekend Stu, one of his mates Lee, and I flew up to Auckland for the day to go to Top Gear Live. We booked the tickets and flights about 3 months ago and to tell you the truth, with everything going on with the conference last week and hosting Mike this week, I'd almost forgotten about it.

The show was, to use a favourite word of Jeremy Clarkson, 'Brilliant!'

And they say a picture says a thousand words so here's eight thousand words for you. Enjoy.


Before the show.


Mini car race between Hammond, Murph and Clarkson.
Clarkson + mini car + jet engines = loud x fast.

{{ Video of a stunt comprising Clarkson, Murph, a shopping trolley, and skittles. }}


Audience participation = Clarkson rightly calling people idiots.


Doing the 'Cool Wall'.


Car soccer = cool!
And video = 2 x cool!


Car soccer injuries = not cool...


After the show... Lamborghini = NIIICE.


The proof I was there. QED.