Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Top Gear Live = awesome

So last weekend Stu, one of his mates Lee, and I flew up to Auckland for the day to go to Top Gear Live. We booked the tickets and flights about 3 months ago and to tell you the truth, with everything going on with the conference last week and hosting Mike this week, I'd almost forgotten about it.

The show was, to use a favourite word of Jeremy Clarkson, 'Brilliant!'

And they say a picture says a thousand words so here's eight thousand words for you. Enjoy.


Before the show.


Mini car race between Hammond, Murph and Clarkson.
Clarkson + mini car + jet engines = loud x fast.

{{ Video of a stunt comprising Clarkson, Murph, a shopping trolley, and skittles. }}


Audience participation = Clarkson rightly calling people idiots.


Doing the 'Cool Wall'.


Car soccer = cool!
And video = 2 x cool!


Car soccer injuries = not cool...


After the show... Lamborghini = NIIICE.


The proof I was there. QED.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

When scientists are clueless

I got back today from a conference down in Dunedin. Overall it was ok; my talk went ok and I made contact with a bunch of colleagues I don't get to see much.

I had an interesting conversation with somebody I don't normally agree with, when he noted that people who've won the Nobel prize in physics or chemistry tend to develop an arrogance (if they didn't have it already). Somehow receiving that makes one infallible. And no less so than the Nobel prize winner who spoke at our conference.

As usual (he was invited to a different conference here 2 years ago) his talk was entertaining. This time it was basically a story of his life and research over the years. His interest, he said, was studing the vibrations of molecules that exist in stars. Which was fine, except at one point in his presentation he pointed to a picture of a star and said, 'This is Mummy. This is where you came from.' Grr.

As if that wasn't bad enough, at some unrelated point further in the point he said, '29% of British school teachers want creationism to be taught alongside Darwinian evolution in the classrooms. That should scare you. Think about the implications.'

Excuse me? Saying a star is 'mummy' is less ridiculous than believing that God is able to create the world in seven days? Yeah right.

That wasn't the only slur I heard during the week against people holding Christian beliefs.
(The reason is clear: people don't want to believe in God because they don't want to be accountable to Him.)

I can't help but feel the time is soon coming when I'm going to be dragged onto the carpet for believing what I do. Rationally, it doesn't make sense, because in a way my faith doesn't impact on my job at all. Yet for some people, they see it as a threat to the scientific culture. Still, I am a Christian first and scientist second and the first is non-negotiable. I don't have to think twice about that.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Airports and inspiration


I arrived back from San Francisco this morning. The flight was pretty full, and I managed to get about 6 hours’ sleep. But still, knowing that I’ve essentially been awake since ‘midnight’ and have to last until 8 pm makes me feel even more tired than I actually am.

So, while sitting on a surprisingly comfortable couch in the domestic terminal at Auckland, trying not to fall asleep too much, I checked the time on my pocket clock that Mum had given me for Christmas. My watch stopped working a few days ago and it’s the only timepiece that I have. It’s inscribed with my favourite Bible verse, Isaiah 40:31, on the face.



“They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength. They will rise up on wings like eagles, they shall run and not grow weary, they shall walk and not faint.”

The reason this was my favourite verse when I was younger was about the flying part. But in more recent years, the rest of it has also come to mean something special to me. It’s about pressing on, continuing to move forward. Even when you can’t fly, you can run, and when you can’t run any more you can still walk.

As I’ve mentioned earlier, my work schedule is crazy for the first part of this year at least. Today I have a board meeting at the Synchrotron Group and then we are doing a letterbox drop for CKC tonight. I have a bunch of things that need organising, yet somehow in the last two weeks away, things I thought would be difficult to organise ‘remotely’ have been easy.

So when reflecting on this verse just now, it struck me how God has equipped me with the strength to endure. I have nothing in myself that enables me to cope with all this stuff. To God be the glory, great things He has done, and great things He will do. May my life be just a simple tool in His hands.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Week 2 at Stanford

Well we are definitely making progress here. The first set of experiments, using small-angle x-ray scattering (or SAXS for short), worked really well and in fact we finished a day early. That gave us two days' break before beginning our current x-ray diffraction (XRD) experiments.
It turns out that the changes we see in XRD take much longer to happen under the same conditions than the SAXS ones. Interesting!
(Addendum: this afternoon we had a mental wrestle with the temperature controller, and managed to find *a* solution to the problem. Maybe not the optimal one, but I guess this is one of the 'features' of this particular piece of kit.)

Anyway I won't bore you too much with work; suffice to say that we'll be working through the weekend, finishing at 6 am on Monday and I'll be flying home on Monday evening. Yay!

On my days off I managed to catch up with Lisa and Regina, which was great. But in talking about church, jobs (or the fear of losing them), the man-drought, infirmities etc. it struck me that I really don't have anything to complain about. Nothing that keeps me awake at night, or prevents me from doing something I enjoy. Now I'm not saying that I'd like to have a bad back or be considered for redundancy, but all around me are people who have struggles in different aspects of life and somehow manage to cope. I mean, we don't really have much of a choice, do we. I guess what I'm saying is that there are some times where you feel like you can't really say anything because you think it might come across as showing you can't relate to them... hard to explain. For instance, it feels inappropriate to talk about your pet when the other person's pet was run over sometime in the past. (Not that we talked about that.)

So I was kind of feeling like there was something almost wrong with me for not having something worth complaining about. But maybe in their eyes, I do have something...? I mean, the amount of travel I do is a sure killer for any serious relationship (not that I really have time even when I am at home), and being a scientist isn't going to get you too far in most social circles. But that's who I am and who I have become, and it's all fine with me. I just know that God is in control and everything that happens in my life is all according to His timing.

Ecc 3:1 There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven.

You can tell it's late at night. Time to go to bed. More experiments await, tomorrow.

Monday, January 19, 2009

What I'm up to this week

Well hello yet again from Stanford, and once again I'm working nutty hours at the beamline. We have two weeks this time, with a little bit of a re-shuffle which will give us an extra day in between the two separate experiments.
These ones are looking at coalescence of gold nanoparticles and how fast it happens at different temperatures. The results make a very nice story so far which is always good!
Yesterday we completed a set of experiments we had planned to do with the starting configuration, and after swapping to a new setup (longer sample-detector length) found that things weren't working the way they were supposed to. It turned out to be two rather trivial issues which the beamline scientist should have known about, but didn't do anything to correct it. We finally managed to get everything in some semblance of working order at about midnight, at which point I had my (microwave) dinner and went to bed, leaving my colleague to start an experiment.
This morning I tried making things even better and I think I succeeded. Which means we'll have to repeat the experiment that was run last night, but that's not a big deal. We have oodles of time.

On the plus side the weather has been great here for this time of year. It hasn't rained since I arrived and hasn't been all that cold.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Tongariro Crossing

Well my big adventure last week was driving up to Turangi and doing the Tongariro Crossing. This was mainly in preparation for the trip I'll be doing with Mike in about 6 weeks - (a) to try and get fitter for it, and (b) to check out part of the route.



It turned out only two of us were going - my boss's wife Linda and me. We started from the Mangatepopo end at about 8:15, along with a bunch of other people. In places it felt seriously overcrowded and I did get more than a little annoyed with all the ignorant tourists (mostly German...) who clearly were not prepared if the weather had decided to pack in. Many did not have boots, only sneakers; and some were even wearing jeans!!! Madness.

The first part of the walk is relatively flat from Mangatepopo to Soda Springs. We stopped for about 10 minutes for the last toilet break before the end, then it was up the Devil's Staircase, which apparently they have done some major work on in the last few years by putting steps in. 383 steps (plus or minus a few, as I lost count a couple of times). Despite not having done any walking of this magnitude for a while, we managed to make good time and arrived at the top at about 10 o'clock. From there it was another flat walk across the southern crater.



On the other side is the point where the adventurous could decide to ascend Ngauruhoe if they felt insane enough. Since this is what Mike said he wants to do, I tried to imagine myself walking up there, and failed. There were points along the track where you'd look at the mountain and think, gosh that's huge. Then other points, nah, it's not that bad. I tell you, standing on the saddle at the base of it, it is enormous. They reckon 3 hours return... 2 1/2 hours up and 30 minutes down. Anyway I've decided not to think about it, but to let Mike decide on the day. When we get there, I'm fully expecting him to say, 'Whoa... maybe not!' (And we will have been carrying full packs too - although obviously if we do decide to climb it we'll leave them at the bottom.)



Anyway there were some impressive views from the saddle, but we weren't at the top yet. I offered to double pack up the hill as Linda was struggling a bit with her new boots.

From the top of the crater rim, one can choose to walk around to the summit of Mt Tongariro, touted as a 1 1/2 hour walk. I was somewhat keen to do this, having been there before on the Outdoor Pursuits Centre course (albeit in winter). But since we still had a bit of a climb to do, and cloud was starting to roll across the tops, we decided not to.

After another steep climb and skirting around Red Crater, we had a swift descent down to the Emerald Lakes. There were a few too many people at this point to really go for it in the scree running.



From here it was another walk across the central crater, around Blue Lake and then beginning the descent to Ketetahi Hut and the road end. The hut looks to be very well-equipped and I'll be looking forward to staying there in 5 or 6 weeks' time. The only nagging thought is having to walk all the way back up the zigzags and across the crater to descend on the other side to Oturere, but the ascent won't be too steep. The day after doing the crossing I felt like I could have walked for another 8 hours that day, which is a good sign. Although with full packs, and if we choose to climb Ngauruhoe, it could be a different story. Anyway - cross that bridge when we get to it. All in all an enjoyable trip and I am looking forward to the 3 day version in late February. Hopefully we can enjoy similar weather - I'll start praying for it now!



Red Crater at Mt Tongariro, with Mt Ngauruhoe shrouded in cloud behind it. The track can be seen climbing to the right of the crater - scree running territory, if only there weren't so many tourists...

Friday, January 2, 2009

Happy new year!

Ah, new year. A time (for some) of new resolutions, of getting confused when writing the date, of anticipation and of reflection.

The year that was:
- crazy travel (135 days outside NZ)
- a broken collarbone
- the visit of a lifetime to Kenya and my sponsored child there
- taking up CKC
- amazing opportunities re: work

The year coming presents more crazy travel, hopefully no broken bones, a holiday in Scotland and Ireland with Mum in the pipeline, more fun at CKC - but as always I am open to change and whatever God wants to do.


Lord, I thank You for the year that has been and all that You have done for and through me in it. Thank You for everything you have taught me, and I pray that in the coming year You would continue to lead me and be my guide. Help me to glorify You in everything that I do; at work, church, sport, home, and when I'm travelling. Thank You for always being with me. Thank You for caring about the trivial details of our lives. Thank You for sending Your Son to die for us.

Friday, December 26, 2008

Jesus is still the reason



Merry Christmas everyone!


Well it's that time of year again and Christmas this year was a pretty quiet one. We had the usual family dinner on Christmas Eve, after which we tackled the presents and headed down to Knox to watch their Christmas production. The day itself was pretty low-key, Calvary didn't have a service (as usual) and I couldn't really be bothered finding anywhere else to go to. Plus I guess I didn't feel like I needed to go... Spent the afternoon around at home, both the boys were out with their respective girlfriends and later Dad went to his family's do, so it was a quiet evening just for Mum and me.

I don't go back to work until the 12th, and over the break there are a number of cricket matches at the Basin (Wellington vs Auckland on the 30th, vs Otago on the 2nd*, vs Central Districts on the 11th - plus the international vs the West Indies at the Stadium on the 7th). On the 2nd I'll be up near Turangi with some people from work doing the Tongariro Crossing. Mum wants to have a day trip to Somes Island some time when the weather is nice, which could be today going by the look of things. I'm making slow progress on the CKC planning, and I need to do some painting around the window frames of the house, so there's no shortage of things to do.

Coming into the new year, my schedule is even crazier than 'last' year, if such a thing is possible!!
14-28 Jan Beamtime at Stanford
8-12 Feb Conference in Dunedin
15 Feb Stu and I and one of his mates are flying up to Auckland for the day for Top Gear Live
18-20 Feb Mike is visiting IRL
21-24 Feb Mike and I tramping the Northern Circuit
25 Feb - 2 Mar Beamtime in Chicago
8-10 Mar Beamtime in Melbourne
24-26 Apr Beamtime in Melbourne
And sometime in April I am supposed to be planning a mini conference for the NZ synchrotron people...
And, in August/September Mum and I are planning on going to Scotland (for the Edinburgh Tattoo) and Ireland. By then there'll be more beamtime to fit around, so it's never ending.

Not that I'm complaining - rather I am amazed at all these amazing opportunities and so thankful that I was born in NZ, at this time in history, etc. etc. One of my constant prayers is, 'Lord, please never let me take all of this for granted.'

Happy birthday Jesus.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Christmas is coming!

On the ninth day before Christmas, I looked at my diary:
Seven people to email
Six tasks to do
Five days of cricket
Four important meetings
Three days left at work
Two Christmas lunches
And a pizza party tomorrow

Hey, at least I've finished all my Christmas shopping. Including for myself (can't resist a bargain) - check this out:



I know my hands often look huge in photos, but not this time. My new cute little Acer Aspire One arrived today. Since I've got that CKC pizza & games night to plan for tomorrow, I'm trying to resist the urge to play with it too much. I have 200 toothpicks to hide around the house (actually, I've hidden most of them - about 25 to go and there are not many hiding places left!)

In other news, the Kenya DVD is now finished and in the process of mass production (i.e. Al making 20-odd copies). By the way if anyone would like one, $10 each plus postage ($4.50 within NZ) with all proceeds going to Childfund. Just send me an email. For those who went on the trip, it'll arrive in time for Christmas, which is a bonus.

Three days left at work and then I am on annual leave from 20 December until 11 January (three weeks' break). Then the travelling starts again: on 14 Jan I'm off to Stanford for 2 weeks and once I get back to NZ we have a biannual conference in Dunedin. Anyway more about that later.

The Christmas production went. I won't say it went well, because it didn't, and I won't say it went badly, because it didn't. We messed up more than a few of the lines (I say 'we', because I had to stand in for some of the parts). But the main thing is all the kids had fun, and the dance was probably the best part.

Friday, December 5, 2008

Last trip for the year

I know as soon as I give a post this kind of title, something will crop up and I'll have to visit the airport again, but hopefully it'll hold true this time.

I've been at the Australian Synchrotron annual users' meeting this past week and at the time of writing this am helping a colleague with some synchrotron experiments. I'm leaving tomorrow evening so he'll be on his own for the last day or so of it, but I figured the Sunday school Christmas play was more important. Actually this Sunday it's only a dress rehearsal, but still - important.

The meeting was really beneficial, especially since I'm on a few committees now including the powder diffraction PAC (proposal allocation committee), the Foundation Investor contact group, and recently was appointed to the user advisory committee. The latter two each had meetings during the conference.

As well as all that I was offered a complimentary ticket to the conference dinner, which was held on the 89th floor of the Eureka tower complex. For a certain reason (not worth detailing here) a few of us arrived before the main bus-load of people, so I had a bit of time to wander around looking out the windows. What an incredible opportunity, and an amazing position to be in. I spent a few moments thanking God for all that He has done for me, particularly with regards to the synchrotron roles - no doubt about it, it is all His planning and doing. Simply amazing - who would have thought that I would be here.


On top of the world at the bottom of the world